Someone keeps digging.

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This one doesn't bother me.  I think they doubt.  I am almost sure of it.  If, to, they aren't alone in digging on this topic.  Another, or several, believe... want to believe.  Or... want to believe... certain things.  I can't help you believe.  That is beyond me.  I am beyond disbelief.  I held it, cherished it, almost worshipped disbelief... until I couldn't.

Was I really there?  I dream of it.  I did help kill Him.  With my sins.  It's the truth, like it or not.  But was I there?  I thought, from dreams, to have hammered the nail in His right hand, and with glee.  At least.  Don't remember if I did anything else.  According to the dream.

Such strange dreams.  I see flashes, from movies, which cause me to remember the dream.  What came next.  As I have suggested, when you find the truth, it won't be in this body, or this mind, or this world.  When you find it, if you find it, you have a choice.  To believe it, or to believe this world, your flesh, your mind.  There isn't another set of choices.  *wink*

Yea.  I found one form of this.  Had to go looking for a more clear version, and found it.  Odd how things work.  Not sure if someone brought this up, or it was just an a.i. drop.  But... it is something I had sought, but without looking.  So, it's all good.  Now I share it... share it back.  All else I can offer is also offered in the clip.  Know Him, in the Father.

Certainty, peace, a day without death?  If you think about it, and just take what He says at face value, that... is what He offers.  Oddly, from my dreams and experiences, as I have mentioned before, He doesn't... hate... those who harmed or killed Him.  He seemed, from what I have experienced, to be saddened that they had to do their part in His doing His part.  Though, that isn't the end.  He has hope for more, from those, those who could... become, choose, more.  Patient.