Better, again.

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Not perfect.  Not even close.  Better, just better.  As I was the other day.

I do wonder if I had filled with too much water.  I slowed drinking, a bit.  I didn't increase the water pill, but seem to be draining well.  Still tired, not quite exhausted, not burning in my cells.  I will try to eat, and drink more tea than fatted coffees, while drinking moderate water amounts.  

Kidneys are tender, but I've had much worse, most of the time, recently.  A bit achy, still.  But not nearly as bad as most of recent times.  I am still tired, on a cellular level, but not burning.  Lungs aren't burning.  Everything is a bit crickety, but just on this side of not terrible.  Not the best, not quite bad, just... rough.

I am hoping to get a few very small things done.  Not sure I dare even hope for a few moderate things.  I haven't even been able to play games.  No concentration.  Still, just a few things, and I will be very happy.  That, and food.  I need to keep up on food.  Nothing fancy.  Though more than I have been eating, if possible.  I am not even sure I care if it is bad food.  The good food, mostly, seemed bad.  I am becoming worries about what they are selling at the stores.  The quality of meats has deteriorated beyond safety.  If meats can't be frozen for up to a month, they probably aren't good to start with.  Is it automation, with zero oversight?  Is it a lack of workers, in any case?  Or is it an attack on the American people, through bureaucracy?  Of the three packs I thawed, from recent purchases, two for sure are bad.  I've never had this much trouble getting fresh, to within safety, meats.

Still, I have stuff, around.  Sardines have proven out.  Though volume is limited on those, and frequency.  Once or twice a week.  I have other canned meats, which are good, if not all that tolerable.  I haven't figured out how to eat very much of those.  Vienna dogs, or such, canned mixed meats... just aren't good on about anything but bread.  I keep looking for recipes.  Not really finding any.  Plus, those little plugs are rather expensive.  They used to be half, or less.  I guess people are realizing fresh meat is often rotten, or too close to it to be edible?  I haven't seen much difference between stores.  The world is going a bit bad, and is being allowed to do so.

I'll do what I can.  Later.