No idea when I went down.

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It was after seven.  A few minutes or hours I can't be sure about.  I am just woke at a quarter or ten to 18:00.  I slept fairly solid.  Someone may have called, can't recall.  And haven't found the phone yet.  Dreams of calls are common occurances though.  Difficult to know, until I find my phone.  I mean to shut it off at night.  That doesn't always happen.

Better.  I feel better.  I think.  As I wake.  May just be numb.  The girls, the rabbits and else.  Soon as I can.  While I feel better, I am still crushingly exhausted.  Just thinking is difficult.  I want to go back to bed, and may... if I can't escape this impossible state I am currently in.  I just, I guess I got up, and am trying to wake up, because I could.  Doesn't mean I will make it.

I am drinking a lot less, and taking just one water pill a day.  Continuing to take an extra potassium.  I should have taken a lot more, though I suspect keeping up, at high levels of the water pill and lots being ejected, isn't exactly possible?  So I just took double, and will take double for the rest of the month.  Well, it was because it was how I had it set up, and when I added extra water pills, I forgot to add extra potassium, and... really... my ability to think, or even act on thinking, failed.  I kept thinking about it, but I had become too tired, confused, and such.

I still am, to be honest.  If I do something, it is more an accident.  I have lists of things I want to do.  But I have no ability to act on those things.  There is always a chance, when I am up doing something else, that the list will come up in my mind, and I will act on something.  Or, even, sitting here, I will think of something and go, do.  How long I can continue to act is another question.  Sometimes moments, then I find myself right back here, waiting to remember.  Not even sure what I do with myself, while setting here.

Hoping to get things together.  Not sure, exactly, what the problem is.  Good homemade right food would help, but I am not sure it is enough, on it's own.  If I thought so, I would work a bit harder to get food on hand.  Is it just medicine, or mainly, trucking me down?  The weather isn't helping.  Cold to cool, darker and getting darker still.

I am adding an easier to take dose of vitamin d, and adding vitamin c, onto a smaller daily ration of each.  I am keeping magnesium, zinc, and a small standard daily multivitamin, and some other extras in the mix.  Well, since starting medicine back up.  Well, plus the heavy prescription only doses of potassium.  I still haven't added electrolyte solution.  I just haven't started doing anything regularly, even eating.  So... Bit by bit, my world, like an old engine, is attempting to be lit back up.  And, it is being restarted.  Just not as quickly as hoped.

I'd like to stay awake long enough to hit the cat litter, reset their food, not worried about their water as that has been changed out the last two days in a row.  Usually I like to do it every other day, but could so did get them twice... as a gift.  Then feed and water the rabbits.  If I can do anything else, it would be super.  But if I feel the need to sleep after those things, I will.  I would really like to get all of their waterers reset, after that.  So I can do chores easily and cleanly for about four days, without having to do anything... in case I can't.  Ugh.

Later, or good night again.