Uhm, well.

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I ended up back in bed.  Worried, about the critters.  Worried, even, a bit about myself.  Still, no choice.  I had to get more rest, sleep.  Thankfully, I did.  Lots of sleep, when I can sleep.  If too, not very awake even when I am not sleeping.  Very difficult lately.  More food would be good, better food would be even better.  It is what it is.  I can't cook, clean, eat, or drink well.  Doing my best.

I have no idea how long I slept.  It think I woke a bit after 16:30?  Then tried to get the waterers set back up, and get food ready for them.  I still have some junk food around.  It isn't good food.  It is calories.  Trust me, if going completely without is the choice, bad food may be better.

Finally, I got out and fed the critters, and changed their waterers.  I know it must be difficult for them, probably going without for six to twelve hours.  It's as good as I can do.  I will, before the night is through, reset all of the waterers.  I have enough reset for a day, without missing anything.  If I get the rest done, I will have three to four days of feed and water ready.  I would like to get a bit more, though who knows.  I would have to get a shower, get to town, and hope they items are available.

The girls, though, need fed and to have litter managed.  Ugh.  There is always more to do.  As well, I would like to sort out food for myself, real, good, solid, food.  So hungry, especially for real whole good food.  Will see what is possible.  I have some meat thawed, if it is still good.  And, I think I have veggies.  Cheese sandwiches are available, if the cheese... the cheddar anyway... really didn't taste all that good.  Not sure if it is because of my poor recent diet, if the cheese is old or isn't well made due to supply chain problems, or else.  Tasted like chalk.

Still, today... finally... some things done.  And the rabbits weren't dead.  I may not be as far behind as I thought, but I can't... remember.  I have a great fear that the critters will be dead.  If my fear of the length of missing caring for them were true, they would be dead.  So, I am probably not missing for nearly as long as I think.  Just... dark dreams, or they would be dead.

Well... on to something.  I'm thinking a potato, with butter and sour cream.  It's not keto.  Mostly.  But it is a more real food.  And, with butter and sour cream, I get decent fats in there.  Add on sea salt, and there is a bit more, plus pepper.  And it is warm, if it takes nearly and hour and an half to finish.  Still... it... is real food.  Can't eat more than one.  I'm not able to eat too much.  I will check on some pork that is thawed.  If good, I may have it later.

On to other things... or in a bit.  Ugh.