Ah, better.

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Up later than hoped.  But not near as late as usual.  I had to stay up a bit later because blood sugar was a bit high.  Nothing... terrible.  It was 161.  I wanted to bring it down, and did.  At 107 I am comfortable and will go on to bed.

It has cooled nicely.  This, the front room, is still hotter than the rest of the house.  But at 75 and dropping, it is rather comfortable.  Upstairs?  I don't know.  With windows open and fans working, I can hope it is a bit cooler.  Though... who knows.  Tomorrow, perhaps, I'll get one or both of the ac's in.  And, if needed, run them a bit before bedtime.  Nothing fancy, just... a bit.  Without humidity, and with health stats coming under good control, life really is smoothing out.

Of course, with the medicine still in the restart phase, I am pretty crushed by it.  I keep praying for God to... help.  Maybe He is doing all he can do?  Maybe it is my job?  Maybe being crippled is His will?  Still, I ask.  So... tired.  Sitting in the chair is what I can do.  No shower, tonight, but maybe first thing in the morning?  Maybe.  A little cranky, bodywise, but not terribly.  I... will keep trying.

Still, this is to bed three hours before the minimum usual, as much as eight hours early at the outer fringes.  So... good.  Hopefully I may sleep well.

Oh, am wearing new unders.  Made, really, for travel, camping, hiking.  I wasn't sure I would like them, but they are fantastic.  Enough so that I will buy a few more.  The goal is to wear them regularly, hand wash them every or every other day, and cycle them through... just as if I was on the trail.  I am planning to buy a few more, in a smaller size.  And, perhaps, even the next size down.  Why?  Well... these fit.  But, if I actually get to the trail, and hike and camp?  I will be losing size.  At least one size.  I... know this.  So, I would like to be ready.  Not sure it will happen, but I want to be ready.  As well, depending on the day, sometimes I can wear the next size down.  I had feared they would be terrible, for normal use.  But... nope.  Superior in every way.  I have bought lessor brands before.  Which didn't breath.  These breath.  So very comfortable.  I will wash these, and go without, every other, or third, night... until fresh arrive.  Just let them air dry through the night, as I would on the trail.  Expensive.  But, so far, well worth the expense.  I've never had unders so comfortable, cool, and odor free.  Cotton is great, in the winter, inside, as long as you don't sweat.  These?  Are superior in every way.

Another thing I am doing to try to gear up, get started in a different direction, and if nothing else, enjoy life just a bit more, right here and now.  Yea, it really is worth it.  Even if I never end up hiking or camping.  Goodnight.