Still so very tired!

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I haven't even been able to get coffee going.  So very tired.  I can't really get up, get going.  I don't hurt.  Nothing is off.  I just can't keep my eyes open, or seeing?  I can't focus, recall, remember, think.  As I try to read, or see, or listen, the inputs just dull, fade, then cease.

I want food, but am not hungry.  Certainly there is not enough impulse to overcome the lethargy I face as a headwind against such an action.  However, I am thirsty.  To the end of solving that, water?  But... that was not enough.  So, I added vinegar, with mother.  I have red wine vinegar and apple cider vinegar, both with mothers.  So, added a bit of each.  Well, and electrolyte replacement powder.  That... makes a fine mix.  But, still, something else was missing.  Ah!  Sea salt.  The absolutely perfect thirst-cutting, grail removing, refreshment.  Truly, this is... like a little sip of heaven.

I remembered medicine, so took it.  I will sip this as I probably begin fading, again, into some form of oblivion.  I will take slow acting insulin, then go on up and back to bed within the hour.  I would do it now, but I can't quite get there, and I am still thirsty.  Yet can't quite just chuck this down.  It'll take a bit to get it all gone.  By then I should be ready to try to make the stairs.

So very tired.  And thirsty.  Goodnight.