Noon.

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And, finally, bedtime.  The package was delivered.  Amazing.

Outside, it has just hit 60.  It feels warmer?  No, probably just having turned the furnace up, I am warmed, so less susceptible to the cool.  I have turned the furnace off, as I don't need it for sleep.  Though, if it is cold, again, this evening, I will turn it on when I wake.  I simply can't function well when it gets to the mid 60s in here, or lower.

Blood sugar is up to 146.  So I'll have a small snack of some sort, then take a small fast acting dose.  Slow acting has already been taken.  I take that in the late afternoon, early evening, whichever is possible, as close to those as possible.  Perhaps 10 cc's, maybe 12.  It has been an excellent day for blood sugar.  Though, not sure why four hours, with nothing but water, would cause it to go up.  Bleh.

Not bad.  Still having to push through to days.  The cold has reversed the direction I am able to go, or completely undone what I had done, but so far in the other direction as to have made up for that... lapse?  Something like it.  I'll... keep trying.  If heave does work, than hoe will?  God knows I'm giving it my all, if nothing seems to be getting where it should be.  I'll... keep trying.

God bless and goodnight.  I'm going to dream of a wife, in just the right ways.  Perhaps a couple of kids, or handful, or more?  Well... that seems to have been what has been on my mind for the last few days, strangely.  Not sure why, but I have enjoyed the thoughts, imaginings, perhaps even possibilities.  I'm not well, but I'm not dead yet either.  Goodnight.