Hungry...

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Blood sugar came down, a bit, to 134.  Meh.  So I was thinking of just going on back to bed.  But... I... couldn't sleep.  For one.  Why?  I am trying to figure that out.  To be honest, I think, mostly, I am a natural born nightowl.  My mother says she had a hell of a time getting me to sleep at night.  Car rides, it was their only, slim, hope.  I... loved... and still do... the night.  It is my home.

The cool?  The quiet?  The dark?  I... can't be absolutely sure.  I like most of those, all of those.  Would it be different before easy sources of light at night?  Not really, I don't think.  While I can't see like an animal, say a cat or actual owl, I can see far better than most at night.  Or... so I say.  Obversely, seeing during the day is slightly more difficult.  Just like cats.  Too much light.

As to the cool?  I think it is more the lack of sun, than the cool or the heat.  Especially now that health and medicines are in full swing.  I can handle sleeping into the 80s, even wanting a blanket?  Crazy.  As well, I can just as comfortably sleep in the 40s, with several blankets.  So, temps, to a majority degree, don't really matter to me.  But light does.

Still, oddly, I am rather sensitive to the light during the day, while I try to sleep.  I am wearing a cap down over my eyes.  Last summer, I think, I slept in the closet.  But, either way, I seem to sleep so much better during the day.  Oh, I have been working on that problem for longer than some of you have been alive.  Not... all of you.  But certainly some of you.  Heck, twice as long as some of you have been alive, especially if you count the efforts of my parents, and probably the nuns who seemed to ignore me, mostly, before that.

Oh, well, and I became hungry.  So... I decided to cook.  Not well, if not as bad as could have been.  Eggs, thankfully, and in good shape.  Getting older, but still passing my test.  That and corned beef hash, from can.  Wanted to see how that would do.  And, really?  Not... bad.  Truly, not too bad.  High carbs, yes.  I... dosed a bit extra for that.  Should have just had half a can.  But, as mentioned.  Hungry.  HUNGRY!  So, the whole can and four eggs.

I did well, but the pan is a bit rough.  The eggs were nearing too done.  Good hash on the hash.  But, it was actually pretty good.  Not the healthiest, by a stretch.  But... good once or twice a month.  Eggs are good daily, if I could keep up on the cleaning.

As well, I viewed something I keep looking at.  I had, at once, considered a trip.  But with gas going through the roof, and else, no.  No, but I can watch.  Even with the little car, should I have been able to afford it, I wouldn't have been able to afford the gas, and lodging.  Perhaps there might be places to camp, but there is still food.  Then again, I probably have food enough in storage, to pack and heat on the road.  Nothing fancy, but it wouldn't need to be.  It's... the gas.  I'm just, as is, keeping just enough gas to get me to town a time or two.  I can't, won't, afford a fill.  So be it.  I guess at least I can watch.

A bit more.  Until I can sleep, or try.  A few more hours?  Maybe.  Later.