Better.

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Just a few shots of pain in my leg.  But mostly not bad.  Not too tired.  Not hungry.  Not too thirsty.  Figuring out the game, improving things.  I would like to eat, I just... don't want to cook.  Someday, tomorrow?  The day after?  Next week?  I... don't need to eat, these days.  Literally, and figuratively.  Or... various forms of literally?  I don't think "figuratively" matters, counts, or is a part of this.  Now that I think about it.

Water would be nice.  Out of sparkling, but that's okay.

Coffee?  Seems thick.  Though, maybe?

Or, perhaps, bone broth.  That, heated, spiced, salted, with a bit of cream?  Quite delicious.  And it does tend both hunger and thirst, in light ways.

Blood sugar is 113.  Okay.  But... bleh.

On back to some gaming.  Though I may be crashing soon.  Or not?  Ugh.  I just don't know.  Even when tired as a devil, sometimes I just can't sleep.

I did send my order, for the month.  A bit higher than planned, but I am out of some things... fats.  Trying duck and lard this month.  Those last a goodly lot of time, mind you.  But, the type I buy costs a pretty penny.  Could make my own for much cheaper... assuming I could find good quality pork or beef fat, of the right types, which haven't been shot full of stuff and such.  And then, spend a day or few rendering that slowly, in order to get it right.

Not sure any merchant can be trusted in these days.  But... that goes for sellers of fat, as well.  Everyone wants to charge premium for standard, and will if they think they have a chance of getting away with it.  It's a difficult world, money spent often means just a fool parted with his coin.

Remember the dodo?  It's extinction?  I... must admit.  I used to hate it for what it was, and having no defense.  Now?  I love that little bird.  It... must be one of God's favorites.  In some cases, it is better to be a sucker, than a cynic.  Oh, I'll tell you, true enough.  While not quite a dodo, I have been allowing a lot.  I stopped allowing my mother.  And... am changing some ways.  But, never have I not understood... sort of sadly.  Extinction may be the better part of survival as and with terror and horror as constant friends and companions... tools and methods and thoughts.  Amen, I think.  Again, I say to you, amen.  Though... some of us have... jobs.  God chooses... wisely.

On to gaming.  Later.  Or goodnight.  *smiles*