Raining?

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If it's a light sleet/hail?  But I don't think so.  Sounds... wet.  Too wet to be those other types of options.  Or... things are thawing.  Okay.  But I like the sound.

Gaming.  Figuring some things out.  Moving ahead.  It's a lot of work solo.  Couldn't find the "cheat mode".  Did a lot of work without it.  Just found it.  And good thing.  The dino doors I had on my keep, while absolutely massive, were too small for my t-rex.  Oh, no, I got that one fair and square.  It's mother attacked, I killer her, the baby was left.  So I... nurtured it to grand effect.  An... interesting game.

I was thinking of cooking food.  And, most likely, I will.  But, first, I had to wash some pots.  I have them soaking.  Do I have another pot, that would work?  I ought to look.  I stick with stainless.  I have tried cheap and expensive.  The middle priced ones are the best bet.  While the expensive ones look pretty, they... don't look pretty for long.  A good cook, even a chef, will beat the absolute tard out of them.  I'm... no different.

It's not that I don't take care of them, it's that I used them.  I use them often.  And, I don't want to gently coax my cooking sins off them.  No, I scrub.  And, I burn things.  It just happens.  Don't buy anything thinking that it will be your last, or best, or only.  Maybe.  But... between theft, fires, your mistakes, and just the reality of life?  Don't... get attached to anything.  Or, anyone.  That's not how it works.  You might get lucky.  Though... which way is the lucky way will... never be as it seems.

I still wonder if losing my woman, and child, saved me from a worse loss later on... a living loss.  Or... other things.  That could just be hiding from the pain, or... deflecting.  But it may well be true.  Would she have stayed, when I fell?  That's a hard thing for women to put up with... a broken man.  Especially one who just, won't, die!  Ugh.  From finances to more, I... just don't know.  At least I remember her now.  For good or ill, elsewise, heart medicine has given her back to me... a bit.  Not fully, not everything.  But just that she was, we were, we did, and we almost... did more.  We... tried.

Blood sugar was 113 waking, fasting, I thought.  It is 107 now.  All good.  Better, for whatever reason.  I'll take it.

Now, sometime soon, on to a shower.

Got to admit, that game is... intense.  Learning everything, or even many things.  I make everything, this time.  Not cheat pulls for items or chems or... such.  I do it all, this time.  Save for some construction.  Simply... it's... way too much work for a single solo player.  What I did, before I found that, was rather impressive.  But, I don't mind doing some construction cheating.  The rest is up to me.  My fifth tame was a Rex.  Nice.  Between all the versions and individual games.  I hated getting my tamed little dino eaten by a monster.  With this, not only do I have a serious mount, but I also have a farmyard guard dog with impeccable credentials.  *grins*

Well... on back to playing just a bit.  Perhaps water, too.  Thirsty.  Oh, and to see if I have another pot, or I'll have to wait on the other pots to soak cleaner, then hit them and use one.  Just burger soup again.  Absolutely nothing fancy, but I sure enjoy it.  Cheese, whole cream, cream cheese... some or all of those in variations and times.  Hot spices this or that time, by bowl.  And of course, with a base of beef bone broth.  That really is nice.

Yes, on to... other things.  Though the goal is to get to bed early.  Someone asked for a visit this afternoon, and I will make a shot at it.  No promises.  I've... really been head in the sand, dying, here.  But... I'll try.  Which means a shower early, would be good.  Then another later.  Ugh.  Be well.  Perhaps goodnight?  Bleh, who ever knows.