Difficult day.

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It wasn't until after noon before I could finish chores.  I was exhausted.  Too tired to do almost anything.  The extra water pill helped.  By 14:00 or so, I was able to get upstairs to nap.  I would have napped earlier, but my lungs were too full.  Laying down would have been a problem.

Anyone who doesn't believe fluid should have come out of Jesus' chest simply doesn't understand how much fluid can backed up in there, when the heart and lungs are compressed.  I have much, and I am not even on a crucifix.  I can only imagine being in that position for hours.

The nap helped, if merely allowing me some rest.  It hasn't allowed me to get to work.  I was able to make a bite to eat.  A taco salad.  Nothing at all fancy, but it was something.  I wasn't hungry, but felt I should eat.  Not all of it, but some, most, of it.  If, too, I chose a smaller serving... half what I tried last time.  That may be it for today.  Though, perhaps, a berry smoothie later.

It is 70 in here, in this the usually cooler room.  And yet I have felt cold all day.  A headache, tension, if from what I can't quite say.  It wasn't from sleep last night, it happened while I was awake, before the nap.  A difficult day.  I suppose that means medicine is beginning to do things.  Blood sugar was very high today, which is odd.  There is something between heart medicine and blood sugar.  Usually they help each other, but when first starting, either of them, they can cause problems with the other.  I did eat bad food recently.  But I can, from time to time.  It shouldn't have been a problem.

Nothing going on today.  Couldn't make church, won't work for the reason of the day.  I have eaten, and will have a bit of kefir blend later.  Perhaps to bed early, if possible.  The critters are all fed and watered.  I couldn't work, though, if I wished it.  So it goes.  Sometimes God doesn't give us a choice but to honor a day?  I don't mind.  Later.