So very tired.

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I have to get to chores.  I don't think I can do it all at once.  I can let the ducks out, feed them, then take a break.  Getting the rabbits and cats shortly thereafter.  So tired, could sleep right now.  I best get going or I may not have a choice.  Time is ticking down.

I'm not feeling better, or worse.  I have simply become numb through exhaustion.  Things hurt in there, I can tell.  I just can't really feel, I just know.  It does hurt, but as if from a distance.  I am simply not connected with my flesh.  Such an odd thing.  It's the same as it was, the liver really, and lower back.  Rather than causing pain, as a direct thing, the pain causes me to be tired.  Have you ever been hurt enough that it just makes you tired?  There you go.

Ducks, out and fed.  Then a break.  Then on to the rabbits.  I keep meaning to do a thorough cleaning of the waterers.  I do clean them, but I mean a bleaching, then rinsing, then resetting.  Once a month is the goal.  I begin pondering it after two weeks.  I am in the middle of the third week.  Still, want it done early.  Earlier.  Perhaps today, hopefully by the weekend.  If I can.

Hungry, if more in thought?  Too tired, though, to do much about it.  Perhaps it is real hunger.  Perhaps it is just knowing I should eat.  Either way, right now, not much I can do about it.  Eggs and bacon actually sounds pretty good.  Though soup wouldn't be bad.  I finished beef stew last night.  I do have another day portion of chicken soup.  And veggies to add.  Oh... I have baby carrot and celery sticks.  Not perfect, but it would be something in.

Ducks, a bite, then... the rest of chores followed by a nap?  Maybe.  Later.