No lawyer.

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Pretty much, he won't take the case because I haven't been being seen for my health issues.  It doesn't matter that the help they offer is not help I would be willing to be involved with.  I won't allow a heart transplant.  Or a kidney transplant.  I told him I would attempt to arrange current evaluations, if I don't think it matters.  I don't think he will take the case under any circumstances.  He isn't interested.

Just waiting to die isn't good enough.  You have to have medical help dying, or they simply won't involve themselves with it.  I will still see about getting evaluated, see where things are now.  And bring that in.  Or send it in when possible.  But it will be without a lawyer, I guess.

I barely made it up and out.  I did get a shower, shave, and dressed well.  While I don't think it helped with the lawyer, I don't think in honesty that it mattered.  I don't know how quickly, or even if, my primary doctor will create consults for the heart clinic, and for whichever clinic does kidneys.  If nothing else, as a diagnosis position, so I have something to take to court.

Too late today.  Tomorrow, it is hoped.

As mentioned, getting up and going was murder.  I made it just in time for the appointment, but tried to make it a few hours early.  I did get chores done, as well as the shower and shave as mentioned.  Things hurt today, but not as bad as they have.  Though the two to three weeks of recent history has been exceptional.  Almost no pain, not under my sensory levels, and only rarely and mildly at a level I can feel.

But, it seems like I may be slipping back.  Lightly, at the moment.

A dark day.  And snow.  Some stuck, in very back out of the way places.  The sun hasn't been out.  Middle dark, really.  That made waking a bit more difficult.  I think it was 10:00 before I could roll out, and about noon... half past... before I was on the road.  So be it.

Later.