More hurts.

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Never sure why.  I am feeling more awake.  Perhaps that makes me more aware.

Kidneys, liver, and the front of my stomach, just below the ribcage.  It feels like an older bruising, a few days ago perhaps.  As if hit by a two by four, a solid flat strike.  And achy shoulder blades, from tensing up from the pain over a few days.  It could be much worse.  It could be much better.

I need to get going.  I simply can't get going.  I have to fill waterers.  Couldn't do so for the last few days.  Something is very off.  I had to use spare backup waterers.  Every critter, save me, has been fed.  I am, at least, drinking tea.  Eating so little that I am not dosing blood sugar, yet blood sugar is in the 300's.  I don't exactly get it.  Bone broth soup last night, with few vegetables, cauliflower and broccoli, about a cup total.  The rest was mostly broth, with about a cup of meat.  Not sure I ate other food yesterday?  Maybe three eggs and three slices of bacon (or the equivalent)?  

That, tea, and several doses of kefir as well?  I wonder if kefir is higher in carbs than thought?  It shouldn't be.  More, I generally drink it much more sour than fresh, just leaving the kefir grains in for a day or two after it is fully kefir'ed.  It continues to ferment in the refrigerator for several days.  Shouldn't have any carbs, less than what most kefir has to be sure.

Odd.  Neck and shoulders are a bit out too.  Is another storm brewing?  The sun was out for a bit, but seems to have gone back behind clouds.  Rain, snow, cold, back on the way?  Something is very off.  I don't think the reset is... a choice.  I really wonder how many Chinese, Vietnamese, and other asians are dead and dying, and at what pace.

There is only one reason production has stopped.  People are dying in droves.  Is the shot an attempt, or the same thing, that is accelerating that?  Or a genuine but flawed attempt to stop it?  Imagine if that were true.  Whether intentional, at least over there, or not.  If that is what happened there, and they brought it here in order to create balance... once the deed was done?  Or if mass deaths were planned all along.

Imagine being one of the few who wasn't vaccinated, so dying.  It might seem like a... good thing.  You live.  Survive.  But, then you realize almost everything you depend on, from electricity to food, suddenly becomes diy.  Oh, sure, plenty of cattle.  Lots of livestock.  Even lots of gasoline and else, for a while.  Until some of that scatters, dies in pens, or goes bad such as gasoline.

I am sure there would be areas, created and developed, for the survival of certain groups.  But... you wouldn't be welcome.  You would most likely be shot on sight.  Though, to be honest, those places might not be nearly as good as they seem.  The reason education was being dumbed down, was so that those chosen would be more likely to just do what they were told, not think or act in a way which is right, good, true.

Doubtful?  Every future possibility is dubious.  There can only be one future.  But it is neither impossible, or even unlikely.  It is merely not proven or disproven at this point.  What would I do if I woke up and most of the population was gone?  I'd really have to think things through.  I would attempt to figure things out with remnants.  Can't do it alone.

Then again, so many have been taught to not work with others that it would be a major learning curve.  Still?  I'd rather have a difficult learning curve than an impossible task.  Either work or lead, teach what is known, learn what is possible, and figure things out.  There are many resources, but there would be others seeking those resources.  How many resources and how steep the competition would depend on how bad the depopulation.  At 90% or more?  Competition wouldn't be quite so bad.  Depending on the demographics targeted.  As well, of those living, was sterilization an aspect of it?  If so, how much of the remaining 10% would... remain in short order?

Just... thinking.  Of course you don't believe.  Less so if you have had the jab.  Still, I do wonder.  Time will tell.  But something is very wrong 'over there'.  For all the hype about the world being back on track, or heading that way?  The weather is not tracking with that.  Nor are the drops in supply chains, retail markets, or... anything else.  Something is very wrong.

I'm not worried about the world.  It will sort itself out.  I am worried about people.  Time will tell.  But I am telling you now, something is very wrong.