So very tired.

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Friday?  The days have been flying.  I don't remember them passing.  Medicine, and the cool weather, have really done something to memory and focus.  I still want to believe medicine has been added.  Of course, that is unlikely.  It isn't impossible, just unlikely.

At best, I have lost one day. At worse, I have lost two day.  But it really doesn't make sense.  I have been checking every day.  My medicine is right here beside where I sit most of the day.  I have been drinking tea, and each time I drink tea, or get up to go get tea, there is a very good chance I check medicine.  By noon, if morning medicine isn't gone, I definitely take it.

Tired, sure.  But not that tired?  Even today, one of the worst days I remember, I have taken morning medicine already.  Very strange.  I'll keep at it, in any case.

A couple of doses of kefir.  Nothing fancy, not a lot.  No fruit or sweetners.  The new insulin is definitely fresher.  It is taken into the syringe much more easily.  The old stuff was having difficulty getting in.  Oh, and last night, after my last food and a dose, blood sugar was down to 146.  So, it's working.  I haven't checked or dosed today.

At 233... it is better than the lower to mid 300's.  Very odd that it is so high.  Then again, it was just one dose which brought it down to 146 yesterday.  I may have munster cheese slices, and a couple of ounces of nuts, with a higher dose of insulin... see where that gets me in a few hours.

It is only 50 out there, last I looked.  I won't open the house up, at that temp, currently.  It just isn't warm enough.  Though, some days, 50 is warmer than other 50 degree days.  Humidity, wind, and how much sun is and has been out all add to a strange variation which throws the number out the window.  As well, to a degree, whether medically, psychologically, or else... the perception of the temperature isn't purely... scientific.  It can't be nailed down, for there is some subjectivity involved.  And the objective isn't... as easy to nail down as it might seem.  It reads at 65 F in here, with 32% humidity.  But it feels... rather chill.

Hmm, yes, some food.  And a dose of insulin.  As well, I might as well take medicine for tonight.  Later.