Awake, yet.

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Probably just because I became too numb to remember to go on to bed.  It's nearly noon.  So, okay.  I don't mind procrastination, through incident or accident, working toward my providence on some rare occasions.  All good.

Having some more water.  I couldn't have coffee.  And food is way out.  But... a few sips of lightly flavored, totally unsweetened, sparkling water will work.

I have been gaming.  There were a few areas I simply... wouldn't have ever been able to do solo.  More how much time it would take, to create a number of products, along with the decay meter.  It... isn't possible to do some of this game solo.  At least, and definitely, not until I knew what I was doing.  And on a range of things that can't be known... essentially... without doing them.

So I figured out how to do them.  Take the game, bank it off the backboard, and into the hole.  Yeah.  So I have things going.  Still, not completely surrendering.  Just getting past as few roadblocks.  Ones that simply can't be... gotten through with the knowledge I have, so far.  In time, perhaps I can look back and know how that could be done.  But looking forward, currently, not.

Sunday?  The time flies.  What day was that appointment?  Friday?  And there was discussion about eggs, on Saturday.  I... have completely lost track of days for... the last three weeks?  Mostly.  Still don't have it.  Just because I was able to get up, and out, and on time?  That... was a lucky shot.  AND, after missing... three or four previous arrangements.  So, it's not like I was right on top of things, or ever got on top of things.

Wow.  It's been rough.  But I keep trying.  Four or five days without food, until yesterday.  Boy was I hangry on the road.  Wouch.  I even did my little prayer.  But there is something special about fasting, completely, for that long.  Not... a wise plan?  Not if going out.  Though... could have been worse.  

Oh?  How do you know you are a guy?  When you, in boredom and curiosity, watch a video?

And, know... understand... her solution, how to do it (in theory), and such?  But think... just... make it a solid black.  Then it always fits!  Just... sayin'.

Well, on to bed I think.  Good day and goodnight.