Brutal?

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Perhaps, but more loosely today.  Just... still so very tired.  Most aches are eased, most pains have subsided.  Not even hungry.  I found some test strips, after looking everywhere.  Who knows how old they are, but they seem to work.  Reading 144, which... is really wrong.  But... oh well.  

I have had three cups of food in the last six days, seven?  Eight maybe?  And one fatted coffee, maybe two?  And I have been careful with any sweeteners, both using them how they work best, so as to limit blood sugar impact.  So it doesn't make sense.  But, as I mentioned, oh well.  The way I do coffees usually lowers blood sugar.  I'll make one of those before I crash again.

Sleeping has been good, once I can warm up.  Usually need the electric blanket if I go to bed like an ice-cube.  Otherwise I'll shiver for hours before finally warming up on my own.  But, that isn't often.  Once every few days I'll... just need extra heat in order to actually get to sleep, and warm.  Once I'm a warm bug in a rug, I'm good for days... or as long as I can or need to sleep.

Sassy begged for food tonight.  And I'm trying to do better.  Though I thought she has been being fed better?  But she really sounded hungry, so I got to it.  Cleaned her freshly changed litter boxes while at it.  I'll get her fresh water in the morning.  Try to stay up on her a bit better, even if I sleep for the next week or two again.  And I may.

Water.  I need more of that stuff.  So will have it.  Then coffee, and some gaming.  Trying to figure some things out in the game.  Keep... getting started, then... drifting to stupid unimportant stuff I already know... forgetting I have plans, goals, and such.  So it goes when one is terribly sick.  I'm hoping to get more better longer termed antibiotics soon.  Could happen, but will have it tended... just not hands on type torturous tending.  Look with the eyes only.

Right.  On to gaming again.  I'd almost like to have some or all of the custard, but I'm just not up to eating... anything... quite yet.  Even coffee will be pushing it, and will only go down with a couple of cans of water.  Bleh.  I'd like to be able to drink my r.o. water.  But it's just too... flat.  I need the sparkles.  It just allows me to take it in.  Just the way of it.  Later.