Hungry, but...

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Just can't get to things, not quite yet.  Food is coming, but not until tomorrow.  After frequent days of not eating, while trying to heal, it was getting complicated.  Oh, sure, I can make it.  For days, even weeks.  I did.  Until the brisket, then chicken, I had gone five or six days with nothing.  Well, fatted coffee, one a day.  Can't do too much of that without else.  It's just too much.

Then I remembered.  Brisket!  I had put a third, maybe a quarter, of what was brought, into the freezer.  I had chowed down the rest.  I had to thaw it, then warm it a bit more.  But it worked well.  I am amazed at how well that came out of the freezer.  One, probably pound, piece?  There are two more slices that thick, if I cut it.  Maybe in a bit.  Rich.  A bit... much, at the moment.  But it will cover me through the rest of today, and should I happen to have craving tomorrow.

The healing really causes a sort of hunger in the body.  Thankfully, it's for meat.  Not for carbs or else.  Meat, and fat with that meat, animal.  Ask any doctor, who hasn't been "taught" what foods help, but has actually been a party to truly open minded research (meaning not paid by vegans, or influenced by them).  Meat, and animal fat, heals people like no other foods.  My body knows it, demands it.

I have been ignoring it, because I haven't been able to cook.  But, since meat has come back in, and food (of any sort to be somewhat honest) is back on the table, healing is... improving.  Oddly?  Healing hurts.  Yes, I suppose, if all I had was fresh carrots and butter/ghee?  That... would help.  Not as much as chicken and brisket.  And, just carrots, not so much.

So, if you fall, cut yourself, lose some skin, etc?  Add extra meat.  Oh, and gelatin, and bone broth?  Oh yes.  Yes indeed.  Hmm, I should see if I have collagen powder.  That might not be bad.  Only 18% of the protein in it is usable by the body, but the collagen itself really is good for the skin and hair.  Helped me when first going keto and into carnivore.  Just... so I didn't lose hair, and some other issues.  Once you are fat adapted, it's not so much a problem.  Usually.  Keep an eye on it, things, and other things.  Tend what you can, suffer what you must.

Oh, but that brisket!  I was getting so hungry.  Just expected to go without food for a day or two.  Nope!

Found the test strips.  They were in a small box, and had been left on my porch.  On a windy day.  Thankfully I did find them.  But they were off in the bushes.  Had I just kept waiting, I wouldn't have found them.  All good, but I did let the company know that a little thinking, by the delivery folk, isn't a terrible thing.

I did buy a new set of games.  Not sure they are any good.  Lower cost, on sale, just coming to consoles.  They had been on pc, back when I played games on computers.  I played one or two of them.  So, wanted to see how well they transferred.  I have heard they will be updating them, to the newer consoles.  We'll see.  There is really only just so much you can do with "updating".  And Russian isn't... all that interested.  They have a totally different idea.  If It works, mostly?  Leave it alone.  It's how they do.  More vodka, as well.  Really really.

On to the game.  I have sort of quit the other games I was playing.  They... are broken.  You can't play the more difficult levels unless you play on a computer, and can hack the game.  Even the difficulty on "lower difficulties" is randomized, I think.  Meaning, trying it out on easy you could still end up playing a particular boss on one of it's harder levels.  Fun, but it... isn't anything like what they suggest.  It's... only for cheaters, of one sort or another.  And cheating isn't enabled on consoles.  So be it.  I'm not going to struggle against... if not the impossible, the highly unlikely.  I just spent a couple of weeks basically proving my point, if just to myself.

Later.  Or goodnight?  Who knows.