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Had hoped. It just... I woke, several times. Could not crawl out of bed. I tried, pushed, pulled. Just... no. Even now, I'm not sure I am up. I did want to feed Sassy. She has been patient. I try to do fair by her.
Dreaming of women, again. But this time, the... proximity alarm would have gone off. Wow. Drowning in flowers? Something like that. I sucked my thumb later than most. It... was a nervous tic thing. I am guessing, this is that's replacement? Well, not just nervous. If in pain, when unsure, lots of things. Sex... just replaced that roll. And, yes, I'm in pain, still.
It was mostly the old wound, but the knee a bit too, and some of my joints. All of it is getting better in leaps and bounds. But, almost nothing is purely healed. The scabbed areas, on my hands, while mostly clear now, is still layered in various levels of skin. And with a dot of a scab remaining. And that is the best healed part, so far.
I can go up and down stairs, with no fuss. Getting up off the floor, to get out of my version of bed, is still a trick, with the knee and even ankle to a bit. But... I'm doing it faster and faster. Still can't put most of my weight on that knee. I'd say I can put a quarter of my weight on the knee without causing excess pain. But even then, I have to do it gingerly, carefully, at the right angle, and for a very short spit of time. The ankle can take half my weight, if with similar limitations.
That I should have broken things, in all fairness, still puts me well ahead of the game. Being airborne was fun, while it lasted. It was that sudden stop, well... several hits, skids, and rolls, that ended the fun. And, to be honest, I didn't have enough time in the air for it to actually be called fun. It's... more the idea than practicum in this instance?
I still plan on a shower today. I may even redo the main wound bandaging today, so... I have the weekend off. And, get things ready to dress properly for church going. I keep telling people, and I keep not going. But I... have had limits. I just cannot surpass those, not so far.
A few pieces of chicken, I think I have had two so far, I can have two to four more today. Boring? Beats starving, at the moment. Which I had been doing since I couldn't cook or clean. And, adding a bit of salt helps too. Without the salt, it was beginning to taste like cardboard.
Well... on with my day. And a coffee! Oh, I like that stuff. It doesn't help, me, with wakefulness. It just... is a good way to get a bit of fat in... my preferred calories, if protein is more needed lately, hence chicken. Later.
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