I was wondering if that was real.

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I ended up being awake very late.  Between the aches, pain, joint problems, and such?  I just couldn't get to sleep.  Or... not bed sleep.  Not even always chair sleep.  But... some... sort of sleep.  It was hard.  Couldn't be awake, couldn't actually sleep.  Some foggy strange place between, where dreams and reality mixed into some strange place.

I'll... review it.  If it looks too... too much, I'll pull it.  Or not.  It was just a dream, I think, if I can't remember what it was about.  Some... woman.  Oh... and some vids popped that... yeah.  Yes indeed.  Things I had forgotten.

Why are my hands getting cramps across the palms?  If my legs were cramping too, calves, torso, even arms... upper and lower, I'd understand.  It would be a water retention issue, or getting rid of too much water.  But those are all good.  I have only ever had the hands cramp that way, perhaps, five times in recent years.  But I have never sorted out the why of it.

Sleep was mostly good.  It got cold, went into a hard frost, yesterday, or through the day, or night, or... sometime in there.  Which can help with sleep, if I can stay warm.  I reset the bed and bedding, using the electric blanket, and that helped.

Body still aches, but is getting better.  Having food to eat really helps.  I'm seeing about getting more.  I went through that batch.  But, after that, I'd like to get back to cooking.  Grilling might be the easier way, until I can get to cleaning, cooking, and such.  But... another week off would be nice.

Not a bad thing.  Now I know what a spill off a bike is like.  There will now, certainly, be a fear.  But I... have a more realistic idea of what to expect, and from a more serious spill.  My hip bruise makes getting in the saddle a bit too much, currently.  But that is... better, on better, on better.  It is a fifth to an eighth of what it started as.  Still, that's a hefty bump, like a one to two pound solid meat, dense, ham.

The knee is slowly getting better.  The ankle is mostly better, only when taking off tight socks, there is a bit of stiffness and pain, getting the foot out of the sock.  It doesn't quite fit, it isn't as mobile as it should be.  Improving a bit each week.

Oh... some of the vids.  Had to... laugh.  Who... remembers these things?

Oh, well, on to... something.  I keep hoping to take a shower, clean the wounds, but... I... keep... chickening out.  Oh... you have no idea how unnerving that process is.  I'll... get to it, soon.  Later.