Just couldn't sleep.

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It's almost a quarter to seven.  Still not really quite ready for bed.  Keep hoping I can get that shower in, clean out the wound.  I have the real bandaging off, and got the honey poultice out.  And I have a smaller patch bandage on, for the moment.  But I really need to wash that out and redo that with the good stuff, the right bandaging, and such.  It just... hurts... a lot... to tinker with that.

I didn't nearly pass out messing with it.  Actually, I... really nearly did.  Why?  Not sure.  But it was harder, this time.  Maybe I wimped out, maybe this was different in some way, or... something else?  But... the hope is to get the shower in today, wash that out, and wash the other wounds.  Plus just clean up.  Then pack the wound back up.

It's freezing out there.  Sort of surprised.  Though it's not totally off, for it to still get to freezing.  Sometimes, some years, it gets better by now?  Probably more rarely, but I guess I was just hoping it would.  I'll live with it.

I am taking medicine pretty regularly.  I still miss, say, three doses a week?  And, if I am up very late, I can miss simply by having a stretched day.  Like, if I take my final "night" dose now?  It's... fourteen hours late, since I have been awake so long.  Still, do what you can, right?

I will be looking over my medications.  Some of them may actually be causing trouble with diabetes.  Not that I can't correct for that, with absolute adherence to the carnivore diet.  But... that's tight.  I'd... like a little wiggle room.  And, if I can get that by adjust which medicines I take?  Now that I am tolerating much lower levels of medication?  That would be good.  No... heart doctors, and primaries, don't even consider that an issue, since diabetes can be "medicated".  I'm not sure about my medication, but I have been looking, now that things have improved.  Looking for that last little bit for inputs I might be able to control.  Even the waterpill, if it's a certain type, can cause problems.

So, maybe back to experimentation, a bit.  But with just one or two meds, not a small pharmacy worth.  We'll see.  I need to go through my phone messages, and... see... about anything that might be coming up.  Haven't been on top of things, too beat to hell and back.  But... it's... time.  Might have an appointment with the heart clinic coming up.  Set up already?  Who knows.

Later.  Maybe goodnight.