Wednesday, April 10, 2024

What a trip.

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Time has just... gone.  Two, three hours?  I... just can't be sure.  The pain is still there.  But I can't feel it.  Wow.  So high.  It wasn't the painpills.  It's some natural agents blunting everything.  Unlike with narcotics, the natural stuff doesn't make me feel... hungover, out of sorts, just... numb... and a little groggy.

I think I'll try to go on to bed.  I had more food earlier, but couldn't eat now if I wanted.  Not nauseous still, or anything like that.  Not sure I'd remember to swallow the food.  Wow.  Nice.  should sleep well.  And dream well.  Women on my mind.  Fifteen years of celibacy, bad enough health I should have been down decades ago, and I still think about women?  Yeah.

God... made some of us... differently.  Goodnight.

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