Up way early.

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Blood pressure is 111/71, pulse 88.  But I just woke up.  And way early.  It was just at 22:00, having gone to bed at 16:00.  I crashed hard, slept well, until I didn't, couldn't.  Truth is, I started waking at 20:00.  I tried to sleep, and did, for that little bit of extra two hours.  

My neck hurts.  Pulse is probably only that high because waking was hard.  Getting dressed, feeding Sassy, checking the temperature outdoors... which is 32 F.  But muscles are still weak, hurt, as if overused, abused.  I promise, they haven't been.

Just out of curiosity, I took a blood read.  It isn't fasting.  Though, by time it is?  It has been over eight hours since I ate.  I've had water since.  At 124, it's... very strange.  Though I honestly don't know if that means... anything.  Until it regulates, finds some normalcy, it's... just a jumble of very odd numbers?

Why the pain?  The right leg and part of the right arm, but just the skin, are numb?  The neck and back, in the bones, hurt.  I just took some pain pills.  I had to reorder those and anacin.  Nearly out.

Dry.  Too.  But that doesn't make sense.  I have been drinking far less coffee, half to quarter my former usual.  But drinking double the water I had been drinking?  Shouldn't be thirsty, or dry anyway.  Very strange.  I suppose, somehow, this new form of the old diet is kicking my butt.  But why?  Well, perhaps it, along with medicine for health that is worse off it are combining to do this?  But such strange... symptoms, and problems?

On the good side, I do have a doctor appointment coming up.  I'll let him know what is happening, see if he might possibly know something, and be honest about it.  Not absolutely sure I can trust him.  Once a doctor gets on the pharmacy carousel, they... are quite reluctant to leave it.  There is a pill, poison, shot, for everything... except what ails you.  They don't even bother to consider things.  They just look for a medicine... for the symptom... not the root cause(s).  I'll find out.  May have to ignore him, and just do what is best for me.  Even go for a second opinion within or without that system.

Ugh.  But it is rough.  These last few days, weeks, have been painful.  But the last five months have been tough, just getting through.  No great pains, until recently.  But no energy or capacity.  I've been crippled for a fairly long time.  Now that I see the bp so low, and am cutting medicines, there is some hope of getting back to some sort of function?  Maybe.

Well... on to... figuring out how to get back to bed?  Ugh.  Later, or goodnight?