Looking for a game.

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Well, there are Japanese games.  And games for girls.  Many of the games which should be for boys and men have female leads.  Just... not interesting.  It was cute, once.  Now it's... dull.  Either the game is just button mashing, or with girl leads, or Japanese.  Until they sort things out, I'm not just interested.

There might be a platforming game, that comes with ps5.  I've heard it is good.  But, game reviewers, at this point, are the worst of salesmen.  Odd that most of them are still male, if mostly of soy boi type.  I haven't seen an honest negative review in a while.  Or a negative review for the right reasons.  I more suspect the reviewer wasn't paid off in some way than that the game is bad (for the reasons mentioned).

It would also be good to have a reviewer base games on how woke they are.  Female main character?  How many required involvements with poc?  What is the premise?  That all people are equal?  Are gays supposed to be considered normal?  On and on.  It would be good to have a woke rating, as well as a list of woke offenses, much like they do with the age rating.  Rape? Sexual inferences?  Threats or acts of violence?  Only, with the above.

THEN, get to gameplay.  I don't care about the gameplay if it is full of woke nonsense.  All I can do, currently, is look over reviews, view actual gameplay, and take some inferences.  Since games can't be returned, if used, I am stuck with them.  So, at this point, it is better not to buy them.

Further, they hide the woke shit until halfway into the game, or further.  It would be really good to see a review system based on woke problems, then on game place.  All ratings, at this point, are compromised.  Not for white people.  Against white people.  And, against those who mostly support civilization, and what whites have created, developed.  Ugh.

It's beginning to rain out there, or sprinkle anyway.  Getting cool, but not cold.  Or it would snow?  Maybe.  My strength is returning.  Balance isn't quite up to par, not quite yet.  But... it's all getting better.

After the meal, I had a vinegar tonic.  I was a bit afraid to test blood sugar.  Again.  After the steak and fluids, I just... I keep thinking blood sugar will rise.  Still, I wanted to check.  Nope, at 101, blood sugar is very very good.  I still can't believe it is so low, and is staying low.

I am curious how much better I will feel in these coming weeks.  If that will make it possible to... do things.  Dishes, to working on the bike, to sorting out the house?  Will life return.  Not just feeling better, but actually functioning.  I am almost afraid of the possibilities.  Afraid to be alive again, truly, fundamentally.

A strange thing to fear?  Get locked up, in a small room, for decades.  And then have someone, or something, open the door.  You... would learn fear too.  Well, on to... something.  Later.